Friday, January 24, 2014

Something to think about ��

too much obstacles happened
but i do admit that i don't have time to think bout it

but there's still a thing that worried me so much
this secret, i don't want it to be revealed
i don't think i am brave enough to handle it.

thanks for giving me this feeling.

Monday, December 30, 2013

2014 . 20 tahun .

A sudden realize that i will be 20 years old in 2014.

I'm not doing good enough in my life, i sinned a lot , i enjoyed myself too much , i forgot who am i always . I'm just hoping that this new year in my life will bring me to the right path . Yet , i don't do this for awal muharram , sigh .

I wanna be a good muslim . I wanna be saved in the hereafter . I wanna go to heaven not hell . But yet, my sins are heavier than my good deeds. Allah .

Forgive me Allah . I'm not a good servant . But I still want to be a good one. Give me your rahmah , give me your guidance.


have these two little kittens (not so kitten dah kot, almost 5kg dah ) actually makes me worry , did i gave them enough food to eat ? did i ever hit them intentionally ? did they happy live along with me ? did i cared for them enough ? will they help me in the hereafter or will they push me to hell ? Allah. 

Allahumma ajirna minannar :'(